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Lady Antebellum - Just A Kiss

2012-02-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

Cascada - Evacuate The Dance Floor (Official Music Video)

2012-02-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

Selimut Hati - Dewa

2012-02-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2012-01-22T18:06:00.005+08:00

Dragon is the symbolic creature of Chinese community. Dragon is the master of all elements. It represents emperor status in the old days. 2012 is Year of Dragon. Everyone hopes this will be a better and prosperous year.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone a wonderful, energetic and fruitful Chinese New Year 2012. Dragon in the Orient is associated with wisdom and longevity. I wsh everyone will be in good health, shower with joy and happiness et cetea. I wish our economic grow steadily; everyone can get the best solution for their business in order to achieve the ultimate goal.

Last but not least, wishing everyone can fully enjoy the family and friend reunion time during Chinese New Year & spend some quality time with family. Let us make a wonderful world surrounded by love.

Me

2011-10-23T00:17:00.001+08:00

Getting ready for partay...Can't wait to meet besties tonight...It's been a while I didn't go clubbing...So tonight, let's poking star folks...

Young Folks (Peter, Bjorn & John)

2011-10-18T08:40:00.002+08:00

Good music isn't just old rock, or heavy metal...Good music doesn't have a definition, good music is something different to everyone...I like every genre of music, maybe you like Justin Bieber or Taylor Swift or Britney Spears, and your brother maybe likes System of a Down or Metallica...Everybody has a different taste, luckily! I've never asked for thumbs up before, but now I do, because people need to realize there's no such thing as good music in general...So peeps stop argue about what is good music vice versa :)

Victoria's Secret 2010 - 2011 HD whole show

2011-10-17T09:26:00.000+08:00

Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2010 - 2011 whole show with Katy Perry incl. total 34 models of VS : Lily Aldridge, Alessandra Ambrósio, Gracie Carvalho, Shannan Click, Katsia Damankova, Lily Donaldson, Selita Ebanks, Lindsay Ellingson, Isabeli Fontana, Magdalena Frackowiak, Izabel Goulart, Heloise Guerin, Erin Heatherton, Rosie Huntington-Whiteley, Chanel Iman, Constance Jablonski, Jacquelyn Jablonski, Karolina Kurkova, Adriana Lima, Maryna Linchuk, Flavia de Oliveira, Emanuela de Paula, Behati Prinsloo, Lais Ribeiro, Anja Rubik, Fabiana Semprebom, Jessica Stam, Julia Stegner, Martha Streck, Candice Swanepoel, Edita Vilkeviciute, Anne Vyalitsyna, Liu Wen, Caroline Winberg.

Paper Bag Curls Tutorial : No Heat

2011-10-14T10:57:00.002+08:00

Interesting tips by Michelle...So gonna try this during the weekend

[M/V] Wonder Girls "NOBODY"

2011-10-07T09:49:00.001+08:00

Love Wonder Girls...Love their songs, their catchy movement <3

Of Love...Of Appreciation...Of Life

2011-10-06T14:22:00.001+08:00

Wednesday afternoon...Too much things to do but I lost my mood to finish and compile it...Sleepy and bored and exhausted...

Been browsing and surfing the net and I finally came across this cute card made by Lucy...

So peeps judge yourself how far it's true in portaying your relationship with your beloved...This card is taking on female's P.O.V so guys pls chill :)

Have a lovely day folks...Back to my work now...Ciao :)

P/S R.I.P Steve Jobs...You are forever in our hearts...Amen

Hot, Sexy, Sensual Bachata Dance

2011-09-27T08:53:00.000+08:00

Bachata de Amor - El Rubio Loco

2011-09-20T09:04:00.001+08:00

♥♥♥My Fave song of the day...Happy Monday peeps♥♥♥

P/S I shared the lyric as well & sing a long with me ayte :)

Una bachata de amor
Te quiero, te amo
te canta mi corazon,
regresa, te extraño
frente al mar yo quiero cantarte asi
a la playa esta cancion para ti
y decirte: sin ti, yo no puedo vivir

Quiero cantarte una bachata de amor
tenerte a mi lado
porque me vuelvo loco, desesperado
Quiero cantarte una bachata de amor
besarte la mano, decirte te quiero y te amo.

Una bachata de amor
Te quiero, te amo
te canta mi corazon,
regresa, te extraño
frente al mar yo quiero cantarte asi
a la playa esta cancion para ti
y decirte: sin ti, yo no puedo vivir

Quiero cantarte una bachata de amor
tenerte a mi lado
porque me vuelvo loco, desesperado
Quiero cantarte una bachata de amor
besarte la mano, decirte te quiero y te amo

decirte te quiero te amo
decirte te quiero te amo

Una Bachata de amor
Una Bachata de amor

A day in the office

2011-09-14T19:42:00.001+08:00

Wednesday afternoon...After lunch...And yes peeps look at my happy face after had lunch few minutes ago...Feeling bloated and sleep plus rainy day today...Wish I can go back home and sleep...Rolling on my bed and hug my baby blue hyppo...Lay down and enjoying listen to the rhythm of raindrops I need more sleep since I only slept 3 hours last night lols :P Yay this coming Friday is public holiday in here...Btw, have a nice day folks...Love ya

Kukuxumusu-ing Mode

2011-09-12T23:46:00.001+08:00

Thanks to Mr sexy monkey, he gave me this link for cute & funny posters <3 & this poster was one of my favourite...It's all about risk...

For me love is simple & as human nature we LOVED to make everything so complicated...So complicated till it choked us physically & mentally...

For me if someone really love you, he or she won't scare to be with you...The moment if she or he give REASON on why they cannot commit to relationship it implies they don't really love or care about you so folks MOVE ON...Don't waste your precious time for someone who don't really appreciate you...

For me somehow love has no boundaries...Love comes when you less expected it...Love comes when at the moment you almost give up & keep hoping for miracle merge out of nowhere...

Why I heart this poster? Boo the Snowman said "he'll try his best to reach me & even he will climb his friends to be on the top & kiss me <3" Well I never expected that statement uttered by him & yea he's my sexy monkey (o.O*)

P/S Heart you more everyday :) You may not see my love, but like air it always there :)

Love,
Your super cute giraffe (lols)

Happy me today

2011-09-08T13:57:00.001+08:00

Created with PhotoShake

Me and Blue Boo

2011-08-29T21:24:00.001+08:00

Created with PhotoShake

Lo Mejor De Mi Vida Eres Tú

2011-08-23T09:33:00.000+08:00

♥ My Heart Beat ♥

2011-08-21T03:33:00.005+08:00

Pic taken when we're still as friends...Hahaha now we "upgraded" the status ♥

Dear Boo, I cannot find the exact suitable reason to describe how I feel for you...Deep down you knew even you can read "me" lols...Hurrmm things I like about you;

♥Full with expression...he never fail to tell me how much he care and love me ♥

♥Sense of humour...he always make me laugh and make me see the funny side of everything...I.e The belly button - Boo, I almost fainted laughing ♥

♥Maturity & Smart-Yea, I won't deny that & keep it up Boo ♥

♥My beloved chatterbox partner where we can share and talks about almost "everything" ♥

♥His smiley eyes (plus sexy eyelashes) weakens me most of the time...aaawww ♥

♥+++thousands of reasons coz I know the list will mounting and accumulating as I get to know Boo better lols ♥

P/S Boo, you don't have to be a Superman, Spiderman, Ironman or Batman, you just have to be "MYMAN...Yo te amo ♥ I miss you a little...A little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day...

♥ You♥Me♥US ♥

2011-08-18T01:30:00.004+08:00

Its kinda late in the morning...And yea I still wide awake...It has been days try to finish this piece of my mind ♥ Been trying to figure out the right composition for it to express my thoughts...Hahaha...To that special someone who taught me that never ever afraid to take risk when it comes to love...We believe that sometimes the most ordinary things could be made extraordinary, simply by doing them with the right person...And we promised we will try effortlessly to make this long distant relationship works ♥ We have to compromise a lot and yea so far so good and everything is perfectly balanced :P To Álvaro Gómez Ródriguez, muchas gracias Boo-peek-a-boo...This piece is especially dedicated for you ♥

If you could see inside my soul
see inside my heart
you would know how I long for you
whenever we're apart

If you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know how I cherish you
how much you mean to me

In all the ways you comfort me
the way you hold me near
the way you know just what to do
to chase away my fear

The sparkle in your beautiful eyes
your smile, laugh, your touch
are just a few of many reasons
I heart everything about you

Knowing I can talk to you
about any and everything
and knowing someday somehow we will get
through whatever life may bring

Though with each new day, each sunrise
we can't know what's in store
there is one thing I know for sure
we always be there for each other

So if you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know how blessed I feel
to have you here with me

Well, its time for me to rest guys...Tomorrow will be just another that for all of us...Hopefully my weekend will be full of sunshine & rainbow ♥ & my weekend gonna be colorful with my BELOVED in it ♥

Love - The Power of Expression

2011-08-10T00:21:00.003+08:00

I Love You…Yo Te Amo…three simple words and yet its deep attachment affect everyone life...The words that bringing a deeper chill which reach my bond...The words that rectify love as a warming touch that sends a pulse through my heart...The words that reciprocate my 1001 feelings...Love is when there are a million things you want to say to someone, but when they look you in the eyes and hold you in their arms nothing in life matters other than being with that person at that moment...Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around...Have I found him yet? Let my heart explore it first...

Different individual has his or her own interpretation and diversity in how to express it...Some of us love to say “I Love You” almost everyday to their loved ones...Others say it only on special occasion (i.e. anniversary, birthday) and more or less it’s become a routine...Few of us (I hope nobody belong to this category) hardly or barely whisper the words and they prefer to show it through their action, concern, as well as responsibility..Put in simple way, we categorized them as not romantic (stereotypical feelings huh)..Hence, most of the time, they keep their feelings deep inside, the feeling that not matter what they cannot hide..Don’t afraid to show and express your love and be loved...I believe that when you open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible.

I love to say the words...It’s the nicest and pleasant things to say...It gives you pleasure, revives your very soul...I always admit that love so irresistible, yet so irreplaceable, am I right? I have 1001 reason why I love to say it but I’ll share with you a few only...I want him to remember that my love always there for him, pure and genuine...I LOVE HIM EVERYDAY, 24/7, twice on Saturday and Sunday (o.O*) I love to say it because I always enchanted by its congeniality...My sentiment and my passion are too intense to describe...Worst, I could never explain the way I feel..I wish I could form my feelings, my aspiration of love and wonder into articulate words...I love to say it because death and a lot of "poison ivy" always envies our relationship...I’m afraid I won’t be able to utter it anymore...I hope God will give me sign when is my “turn” so that I can cherish and treasure each and every moment of my life with my beloved...I want him know that the memory of my love, my devotion will warm his heart in the sweetest way...I want to share every thought, heartbeat, and emotion as one...I love to say it so that it would stay in his mind, live in his heart and ignite spark in his soul.

Always remember…Keep in your heart that love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty...The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself...And yet, you don't become less of who you are...It will end up being COMPLETE with your loved ones..."Love is the passion that we feel inside of our hearts that we can't hide...We pretend to hide it, but it burns us more and more until the pain grows and grows and it never ends." So you see, do express your feeling, just say how much you love a person, how their love reign your heart completely and the best part it wont cost you anything...

Today's Contemplation

2011-08-01T09:43:00.001+08:00

I came across this beautifully written advice by Dr Kent M. Keith. It strucked me emotionally because somehow me, like other ordinary human being, happiness and melodramatic synchronizing balancing my life.

People are often unreasonable and self-centered.
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives.
Be kind anyway.
If you are honest, people may cheat you.
Be honest anyway.
If you find happiness, people may be jealous.
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough.
Give your best anyway.
For you see, in the end, it is between you and God.
It was never between you and them ANYWAY.

"Yo No Se Mañana" by Salsa Chocolate

2011-07-27T08:57:00.000+08:00

Girl like you if...

2011-07-23T16:59:00.001+08:00

How to tell she likes you:

Ω She gazes in your eyes with deep interest and her pupils are dilated.

Ω Her skin tone becomes red while being around you.

Ω Her crossed leg is pointed towards you or if that same leg is rocking back and forth towards you.

Ω She raises or lowers the volume of her voice to match yours.

Ω She rubs her chin or touches her cheek. This indicates that she's thinking about you and her relating in some way...

Ω She winks at you while talking to you or winks at you from a distance.

Ω She exposes the palms of her hand facing you.

Ω Biting of the lips or showing of the tongue, licking her lips or touching of her front teeth...

Ω She starts sitting straight up and her muscles appear to be firm.

Ω She puts her fingernail between her teeth.

Ω She laughs in unison with you.

Ω She touches your arm, shoulder, thigh, or hand while talking to you.

Ω Plays with her jewelry, especially with stroking and pulling motions.

Ω She twirls her hair around her fingers while she is looking at you.

Ω Eyebrows raised and then lowered, then a smile usually indicates interest in you.

Ω While talking to you, she rests an elbow in the palm of one hand, while holding out her other hand, palm up.

Ω In a crowd she speaks only to you and focuses all of her undivided attention on you.

Ω While talking to you, she blinks more than usual, fluttering her eyelashes.

Ω Big smiles with upper and lower teeth showing with a relaxed face.

Ω She speeds up or slows down her speaking to match yours.

Ω She rubs her wrists up and down.

Kat DeLuna - Run The Show ft. Busta Rhymes

2011-06-29T13:25:00.000+08:00

Utada Hikaru - First Love

2011-06-03T13:51:00.000+08:00

Fall For You Lyrics [ Secondhand Serenade]

2011-05-25T08:41:00.000+08:00

How to Pick up Chicks : Johnny Bravo Style.

2011-05-19T08:35:00.001+08:00

Somehow this video make me smile & giggle this morning...For a moment all my worries has been swept away...Happy viewing folks :D

4 Minute - Hot Issue

2011-05-07T09:46:00.000+08:00

Love this song by 4 Minute <3

My Sweet Escapade : Mabul-Kapalai-Sipadan

2011-04-28T19:06:00.000+08:00

Throughout the years I've been planning to go for a vacation but somehow my job always been my priority...The never ending tasks somehow binded me to my desk...Yea, yes you are right...I was married to my job absolutely...I remembered the last time I went for my short vacation was to Singapore back in 2006 with me besties..Anyway, there is a sense of anticipation and wonder of the unknown that exists when you first start traveling...Most of that feeling really doesn't have anything to do with any particular location you visit...It is just part of doing something new...The thrill you get of actually being somewhere new, however, is still there for me...No doubt about that ♥

2011, YES finally I managed to break-free for a while...I won't write in detail how I feel...There are words to sum up my feeling hence its beyond definition...My myriad feelings are blend of delirium, excitement, thrill, ecstasy, peaceful etc...People always say that "Pictures depicts a thousand word" and I will let my pictures do the "talking" happy viewing dear readers ♥

Mabul-Kapalai-Sipadan - Blessed with rich marine and coastal waters, pristine beach and nature, scenic views, an abundance of flora and fauna and cultural resources of multi-ethnic groups, Sabah’s tropical tourism assets are aplenty...Its a tropical islands located in Sabah, offers more than just a wonderful opportunity to relax and unwind on a secluded tropical beach...For most of the tourist its a sweet tropical gateway to leave hustle bustle behind and welcoming yourself to secluded and prestine islands...Its worth your pennies folks (mark my words) ♥

What I like the most about the islands : First & foremost, it was kinda last minute plan & it end as sweetilicious gateway for me :D I will ♥ to come back there 1 fine day...Kinda missed my "island life" now... Peeps if u want excitement & relaxing gateway pls pls pls go to the 3 islands...Its WORTH it...I had fun all day - walking on the beach, watching sunset, sunbathing, singing, snorkelling, diving & the foods were awesome (FYI I gained 2 kgs during my vacation...thanks to the food yooo) Scary moment was when I had been chased by tiger fish while snorkelling (I "run' marathon in the water...kekeke) & the fierce storm @ tempest (lost my clothes) Scary till I almost cried lols ^^ The most amazing experience is when I learnt 2 dive ♥ & I ♥ my tanned skin too lmao...Kinda look like zebra now lols :D Sad enough I lost my precious dolphin necklace ***sob*sob*sob*

Enjoying myself strolling & dancing on the beach ♥

Found new hobby : Taking pics with lovely starfishes ♥

Learning to dive ♥

P/S So guys, pick up your gear & check in yourself to these islands...SATISFACTION guarantee!!!

ROSSA - Tegar

2011-04-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

I seldom listened to Malay song but recently I kinda addicted to this song by lovely Rossa...So sing with me peeps <3

P/S Had gr8 time watching sneak preview Thor in 3D last night <3 Such an awesome movie for me ***Moo2 mode***

Big Brovaz - Baby Boy - Lyrics

2011-04-18T09:08:00.003+08:00

My old time fave song...Very meaningful song for me <3

iPad 2 Official Introduction Video

2011-03-09T15:22:00.001+08:00

Herd of buffalo

2011-03-02T14:12:00.005+08:00

Have u guys ever hear the buffalo story of intelligence???

My friend shared with me this morning about this concept...Well you see, peeps, it’s like this . . . A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo... And when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first...This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members...

***Fave beer of mine***

In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells...Now, as we know, excessive intake of alcohol kills brain cells...But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first...In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine...LOLS :D

And that, peeps, that is why you always feel smarter after a few beers...Nayyy, just kidding :D

Have a nice day folks :D Cheers <3

Valentine ooohhh Valentine

2011-02-14T10:51:00.004+08:00

Bitterness imprisons life; love releases it.
Bitterness paralyzes life; love empowers it.
Bitterness sours life; love sweetens it.
Bitterness sickens life; love heals it.
Bitterness blinds life; love anoints its eyes.

Throughout the years, every 14th of the year will become celebration on the nation...Whatever generation you belong to, everyone will celebrate it with passion and joy and hope…Let me share the historical aspects of valentine's day (Thanks to wiki though) Saint Valentine's Day, commonly shortened to Valentine's Day is an annual commemoration held on February 14 celebrating love and affection between intimate companions...The day is named after one or more early Christian martyrs named Valentine and was established by Pope Gelasius I in 500 AD...It was deleted from the Roman Calendar of Saints in 1969 by Pope Paul VI, but its religious observance is still permitted..It is traditionally a day on which lovers express their love for each other by presenting flowers, offering confectionery and sending greeting cards (known as "valentines")

Me???Everyday I celebrated my Valentine’s day…I love everyone dear to me (yeah...you know who you are) I didn’t stop loving you guys right???So 14^th of February is like any other normal day for me...My advice to everyone (either you are single, couple, married couples etc) don’t stop to love everyone that AROUND you…Even your enemy LOLS…Feelings are much like waves, we can't stop them from coming but we can choose which one to surf…

For the singles ---> Some of us go to the extreme in deciding our Mr Right or Miss Right...Some of us are on a quest to find that "perfect" partner, our ultimate lover, our soul-mate, our equal, who shares our every interest and belief…This is a completely unrealistic expectation…Someone with this expectation causes his or her own disappointments, and will never experience the satisfaction of a loving relationship. Sometimes you just have to believe…To be certain without reason, to have faith in the unseen…No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, he'll never make you cry…

For the couples/married couples ---> Commitment is the glue that helps relationships through tough times; allows you to grow as a person and as a couple…I think a good relationship requires being each other's best friend, and trusting one another…I think each should respect the other's opinion and that stupid arguments over stupid things are healthy, as long as they are not taken too far… A good relationship is when two lovers understand each other, they're concerned for each other and they respect one another… A good relationship isn't necessarily flawless, because human beings aren't flawless…It's more important that you can grow with the person you love…If you can learn and grow each day with your partner standing by you in body and in spirit-then you have a good relationship…When things get rough, don't be afraid to get down on your knees and pray…God is always listening and God is fair to everyone…Sometimes were so busy asking God to fix things that we forget to thank Him for all He's done...

P/S A life you live is a story, what's done is done…Where it goes from here is totally up to you…Write your own ending!

Me & You

2011-02-06T22:50:00.002+08:00

My fave song by Kenny Chesney...Dear folks believe me when I say "Real love doesn't just stop or turn off, no matter how much time goes by, distance between or whatever life throws our way...Real Love, is always Real Love...Finding your "Soulmate" is special and yet undeserving of simple words...It's finding the other "PART" of "you" that fully completes u 2 as a whole"

P/S Kinda very e.m.o these few days even me myself not sure why...The restless feeling in me somehow need to find a solution & bring joy to my heart...Dear God, show me the way...Amen

♥ All About Him ♥

2011-02-02T14:21:00.001+08:00

My fave song at this moment :D What a catchy song :D

The Pussycat Dolls - Buttons ft. Snoop Dogg

2011-01-23T13:31:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year Folks

2011-01-01T10:54:00.004+08:00

feliz año nuevo

The older we get, the more concerned we become with self-improvement and New Year’s resolutions...Kids seem to remain blissfully free from the pressure to make major changes in a new year...We might have something to learn from them—less stress… more fun! The New Year is coming soon, which means it is time to begin thinking about your New Year’s resolution...While some think choosing a resolution is much easier than attempting to keep it, the goal you set at the beginning of the year has as much to do with your success as anything else...

As for me, 2010 definitely will be remembered fondly by me...Make me more mature in thinking, in making decision, in differentiable between pros & cons...2010 quite a hiatus year for me (I bet I might happened to most of us) & I do believed we able to find solution to every problems that we encounter in life...No matter how many times it’s been said and tagged as cliche, there are still not enough hours in the day! And there certainly aren’t enough minutes to spare before the rush hours reach its peak...Somehow trust me folks, no matter how busy we are, we should find time to spend for ourselves for relaxing, chilling etc...

Happy us @(^_^)@

My 2011---> Hoping better, more colorful, more adventurous, more exciting things happen in my camaraderie...Wishing that I will able to love, be LOVABLE to everyone..Hoping my privacy will be in tact & in harmony :P As long as my heart happy & everything was in perfect balance, nothing else matter...Most essential part is & always will, I hope I will able to give happiness, merriment to person that dearest to me the most...Always be there to support, to care, to understand coz I knew that person will do the same for me 24/7 365 days...I won't fail you down...Sorry & do forgive me if I ever hurt you for these past few years...Its not easy being us @(^_^)@ To that beloved person in my life, if wicked things beckon, & I’m not so strong, If I weaken & fall on my grips, I’ll be thankful again that you’ll help me along, as you have during all new years past...10Q uuu for every little bit of everything...

My Xmas & New Year luncheon & dinner

To end my 2010, I had quite a celebration with friends...We went for Christmas gathering, and birthday party on the new year eve...That night although I seemed so happy but my thoughts with my dad manage to made me shed tears (ooo crappyyy) Luckily I manage to pull myself through after I reconciled with my feelings within a seconds...I won't explain further on that :D

My beloved pressie...Lurve my Snow Globe :D

Ian, pls spin my fave song "Nobody" puhlez xoxo

Today, the first day of 2011, I wanna wish everyone "A happy prosperous new year" Looking back at the months gone by, as a new year starts & an old one ends, we contemplate what brought us joy & we think of our loved ones & our friends...

My beloved Mr Matthew

2010-12-30T11:11:00.001+08:00

31st December was my late dad's birthday...He passed away in 2006 so it has been 4 years my family & I didn't celebrate his birthday...My eldest brother's birthday fall at the same day with my dad but since DD not around he didn't celebrate his birthday either...I remembered last time Month of December always be month of joy & celebration in my family coz' my sister Susan's birthday fall on Christmas day, where as my DD & brother Joe were on 31st December...So normally its like 1 month celebration for us...I know people always said to "move on" but if u in my condition (especially when it was a sudden death) the sentence was easier said & done...If u in my situation u know how much it hurts...It hurts like an open wound...Even now I still haven't completely recover...Some days the pain is stronger & unbearable & it will always lead my to my sleepless night...Hence, dear friends, please appreciate your parents when they still around...They maybe annoyed or clinging on u sometimes but come on give them a break coz they never complain how they raise u when u still baby & up to what u are now...U won't be what U are now if not because of your parents...So please shower them with unconditional love & care...

Throughout the years my action & my decision was always based on what I remembered he taught me (I always imagine what he would advised me etc) Even until now I hope he will give me blessing in whatever decision that I made...Oh well before I write up this entree I have lots of things juggle in my mind but right now my emotion is completely overthrown my mind & I think I will continue this entree when I feeling so much better...Anyway DD, happy birthday to U...Have fun...We'll meet someday somewhere...Moshy2 & smoochy Mr Matthew...Heart U lots...

Laugh your heart out everyone :P

2010-12-28T17:48:00.004+08:00

Two elderly gentlemen from a retirement center were sitting on a bench under a tree when one turns to the other and says: 'Slim, I'm 83 years old now and I'm just full of aches and pains. I know you're about my age. How do you feel?' Slim says, 'I feel just like a newborn baby.' 'Really!? Like a newborn baby!?' 'Yep. No hair, no teeth, and I think I just wet my pants.'

An elderly gentleman...Had serious hearing problems for a number of years. He went to the doctor and the doctor was able to have him fitted for a set of hearing aids that allowed the gentleman to hear 100% The elderly gentleman went back in a month to the doctor and the doctor said, 'Your hearing is perfect.. Your family must be really pleased that you can hear again.' The gentleman replied, 'Oh, I haven't told my family yet. I just sit around and listen to the conversations. I've changed my will three times!'

An elderly couple had dinner at another couple's house, and after eating, the wives left the table and went into the kitchen. The two gentlemen were talking, and one said, 'Last night we went out to a new restaurant and it was really great.. I would recommend it very highly.' The other man said, 'What is the name of the restaurant?' The first man thought and thought and finally said, 'What is the name of that flower you give to someone you love? You know… The one that's red and has thorns.' 'Do you mean a rose?' 'Yes, that's the one,' replied the man. He then turned towards the kitchen and yelled, 'Rose, what's the name of that restaurant we went to last night?'

A senior citizen said to his eighty-year old buddy: 'So I hear you're getting married?'
'Yep!' 'Do I know her?'
'Nope!' 'This woman, is she good looking?'
'Not really.' 'Is she a good cook?'
'No, she can't cook too well.'
'Does she have lots of money?'
'Nope! Poor as a church mouse.'
'Well, then, is she good in bed?'
'I don't know.'
'Why in the world do you want to marry her then?'
'Because she can still drive!'

All I Want For Christmas Is You

2010-12-21T10:39:00.004+08:00

4th day to Christmas...Woke up in the morning with dizziness...Yea didn't sleep well recently...Kinda afraid I will caught up with imsonia though...News in our local newspaper disheartening me even more...Here's the link http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/12/21/nation/7661067&sec=nation ...For those who perished in the accident, may God bless their soul...Hence, I have to forget my crazy idea to ride on a bus from now on...Means to say no roulette for me this Christmas...What a coincidence coz' yesterday I had a little chat with my boss who kept advised me not to ride a bus since lots of accident occurred this year...My bos said its better if wanna travel better drive ourselves rather than ride on a bus...I think if I given a choice I prefer to die peacefully without worrying my loved one to identify my body parts...

4th day to Christmas..."I'll back to Square 1"...No plan where as friends keep telling me their plan for the holidays...I only can wish...These few weeks I kinda bored when people asked me "How are you going to celebrate your Christmas eve and Christmas Day", "Where you go for Christmas dinner?" blablabla...Anyway this song is 1 of my favourite Christmas song by Mariah Carey...As classy and meaningful as it is...The whole day I gonna rewind this song "I don't want a lot for Christmas...There's just one thing I need ...I don't care about the presents ...Underneath the Christmas tree..." Singing mode ON

5 days to Xmas...

2010-12-20T10:07:00.013+08:00

5 more days to Christmas & it is crazy out there...Yuletide mood covered every inch of spaces especially at shopping complexes...Cheerful music & Christmas decoration with awesome ornaments somehow make everything seem fresh & noteworthy...Perhaps the best Yuletide decoration is being wreathed in smiles...& yet I didn't take any picture of the decoration like I used to be...In fact my Christmas mood getting lesser & lesser in me...Don't misunderstood me...Throughout the years I am completely & utterly excited with Christmas but it seems this year it just slipped up on me...Last year I remembered I took picture in MidValley & I loved the picture so much but somehow on the same day I lost my camera after watch movie...& the happy moment just gone with the wind...& yes happy moment & bad moment can struck same time...This year when I wanna grab the same memories but unfortunately... :((

5 more days to Christmas & yet I have no plan...Last year had few pre-gathering with friends plus Sis Viqi around so its not that lonely and have dinner with Det on Christmas so everything just simple awesome...This year I just wait & see...No matter how you want to be around those who you care the most but...Anyway who am I to ask or beg people that I care about to celebrate with me...These few days feel like everything so midget, so tiny minnie miny mo ***period***Deep down I don't feel like wanna go out anymore celebrating Christmas...Just need to find way to excuse myself this year...Maybe will spend time listening to all Christmas songs (but I tend to cry when listen to it so it may not a good idea), watching tv, play Sudoku etc...Have a crazy wish for myself & I bet Santa will never granted it anyway LOL...P/S Santa will never blessed roulette LOL Perhaps I can go Genting by myself via bus & the cable car & play roulette...I love roulette so much since my last trip there...It just my extraordinary wish I guessed...

5 more days to Christmas & 11 days to New Year...What I accomplished so far???Only God knows...Its kinda a roller coaster ride for me...Life is like driving a car...You will decrease chances of accident if you STAY in your lane...I remembered there were years where my passion, my tolerance has been tested ultimately & really thank God where let me keep my wisdom & sanity in tact...Honestly I really appreciate what I have now...It may not grand like others have but the little bit of everything that I have that bring all the smiles in me...Its my only treasure which make me feel I'm the most richest person on earth...& yes I appreciate it to the BITS....

5 days to Christmas...I would like to grab this opportunity to wish everyone "Merry Christmas & cherish the moment with your beloved" Hope everybody enjoy & have blessed year ahead...I may not fortunate enough to be with people that dear to me the most but don't worry, I'll be fine...Sorry guys if I ever hurt your feelings...A smile is a way to solve many problem & silence is a way to avoid many problems, so keep a silent smile...IF it can save whatever little bit that I have I don't mind to be accused of things although it will disheartening me...Anyway good apology always comes to three part : I am sorry, It was my fault & how do I make it right? But believe me folks, we always forget the third part...Well, Christmas spirit will let you forgive and forget...Those who feel they did hurt me, even if you think I'm your nemesis, don't worry I never hold any grudge against you...Coz we have to love our enemy as well...

What I really want...I want my life to be synchronize harmoniously...Everything lays on perfect balance...I just want to be happy merry berry me & to have that macho smile 24/7...Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect...It implies that you've decided to look beyond the imperfection...Sincerely I feel my life such a blessed to have everyone dear to my heart...I don't have to give names...You know whoever you are...To all my dearie thanks for everything...I heart u guys LOTS...But guys kindly be reminded "I am good but not angel...I do sin but I am not the devil" & specially to Det a.k.a Mr Comfy thanks for everything...Physically, mentally & spiritually you such a great supporter to me through bad & good times @(^_^)@ Gosh I think I won't be able to say this out loud if I'm face to face to you...Thanks coz always bring that smile on my macho face...

My very own Christmas gift

2010-12-19T18:01:00.005+08:00

Referral to my previous entry regarding what I wanna get for myself...As I assumed I will get things that not even in the list...buy myself Nikon Camera LOL...Love it lots especially the striking orange color...Yea I knew its not in the list but I love snap photos so since Christmas coming soon & I guess my need become my priority now :P

But now I got 1 promised & that promised I shall keep...That is I strictly can get 1 GIFT for myself ONLY this year...Not 1, not 2 & hell not 3 gifts...Anyway, why I have that snow globe picture in this entry? I heart it so much...I always fascinated by snow globe...I love to shake it...Last time I have nice snow globe but it broken into million pieces :(( I really wish to have 1 now...But there's self promise to keep ***sob***

Hark The Herald Angels Sing

2010-12-15T17:18:00.003+08:00

10 days to Christmas...This is my fave song...Everytime I sing it I always shed tears...I not sure why but this song always touching my heart deeply...There are varieties of version nowadays but I always loved the original and old version of Christmas songs ♥

♥ Aaron & Belle's Wedding ♥

2010-12-12T15:45:00.006+08:00

Well it’s a Christmas season starts knocking everyone’s door...The most fascinating moment for me personally ♥ I always love end of the year coz it’s a moment when everyone tried to keep in touch with each other...And yes, the wedding ceremony is a perfect place for everyone...Well this year its Aaron & Belle's turn to become King & Queen of the day...Heart u guys so much...After years of courtship & FINALLY you guys belongs to each other OFFICIALLY...My Greatest Wish for the two of you is that through the years your love for each other will so deepen and grow, that years from now you will look back on this day, your wedding day, as the day you loved each other the least ♥ Herewith few snippets of their big ceremony :)

The newly wed

Yummylicious dishes :)

With my macho bestie & dad XD

Us at the refreshment hall @(^_^)@

With Zaily & Ms Chew

With hot mama of the night

Heart everyone :P

The toast time :P

Credit to Ching2 4 this poster :D

Nicely photoshoppe by Ching2 ♥ 10Q babe :D

Wishing the bride & the bridegroom will live happily ever after :D

P/S Will upload the video guys :) Have patience with me will ya ♥

When nature calls

2010-12-07T17:35:00.013+08:00

Thx Acry for inviting me become your model of the day ^^ Really appreciate it tonnes ^^ Yea FINALLY I’ve made it after we keep rescheduling…Plus, gazillion thx in advance coz telling me we gonna have another shooting (yay yay happy cheeky me) Merci merci dude :D

On the way to my shooting location

My fave shot

Admiring the scenic landscape

Fierce or not? XD

The shooting moment was an immense experience for me…Taking pictures was always been my ultimate passion ♥ Places, foods and event that I attended I never failed take few snippets of it…Personally pictures will be memories so its essential for everyone to ‘capture’ and value it…Who knows you wanna share it with your great grand children in many years to come…

Acry took tonnes of picture :) When your pics taken by professional photographer the feeling was thrilling and super exciting...As an amateur model its kinda hard for me to pose and find the right jiffy…1 thing I can't get rid of was I kept on smiling in most of the shot and he kept telling me not to smile (find it hard for me coz I love 2 smile) So its kinda super duper hard to pose without smile you see ^^ Anyway I kinda proud of myself coz I managed to climb a tree with my HEELS ♥ My delirium running high that time and not to forget being scared to fall from the tree since the branch where I sit kinda lighter and slimmer LOL but being 41 kg maybe an advantage 2 me as well (Seriously I won't feel bad anymore when people said I way way too skinny from now on…From now on I won’t try hard to gain weight and just appreciate with my body weight LOLS)

Enjoy the picture folks ♥ > Maybe will try studio shooting next time...Honestly I prefer outdoor shooting coz I can enjoy the serenity of the landscape surrounds me ♥ Listening to the wind blows, birds chirping and the warmth that nature offers somehow boost my mood that day…Next time hopefully I can change clothes as well since this shooting I unable to do so although I brought few extra clothes :) Have a nice day peeps…In whimsical mood now ♥♥♥ With love, ƸӜƷღSchatziBeeღƸӜƷ

P/S Can't wait for the next shooting :D Thx Acry for making me your model again :D

What I Wanna for Christmas (P.1)

2010-12-01T16:07:00.001+08:00

Been do lots of thinking recently, been squeezing & squeaking my mind as in dire desperation to get myself nice gift for Christmas (yep yep yep, Xmas Mode is ON people)...There been lots of wrestling in my juggling mind as I have to limit myself (more as I promised to myself) to get only ONE gift this year...Well top of my list as follows;

a) Laptop/Desktop - Hhhmmm...My old lappy kinda give me headache recently so I'm thinking to get new one (slightly bigger that the old one) BUT desktop was my first choice before since I already have a monitor (10Q uuu 4 help me get it xoxo) but without the CPU (sounds funny eh but actually the purpose of the monitor was for me to link it with my lappy so that I can play FB games satisfactorily...Before this while playing the games as if I wanna swallow my lappy LOLS)...Most essential is I wanna reduce my income tax LMAO ***thinking mode is ON***

b) Mobile Phone - Just want to get secondary phone for my second number...My old phone has been taken by my brother who left me "phoneless" at the moment...This time around if I get one, I will definitely got for android phone...What brand? Sony Ericsson @ Nokia @ Samsung @ HTC??? Hhhmmm...I have yet made any final decision...My mind babbling "Go for reasonable & affordable & sassy phone dear" My weakness (is and always will) every-time I wanna purchased something it always be love at the first sight ***Sigh***

c) Everything in leopard pattern - Meaning to say from head to toe (dress + legging + pants + accessories + handbag + purse + shawl + heels) Been browsing online for it & yes I FOUND it (some of it)...There will be one fine day I will snap photos & post it here & in FB...So you better watch out guys, macho schatzibee transformed to leopard now :D

d) Everything LV - Yes...Lurve & sayang my LV purse so much (10Q to babe who helped me get it in USA)...Can't wait for my Euro trip (keep my finger crossed) so that I can scouting around & pamper myself with the whole set of LV...Maybe to some people I may sound snobbish (Read my lips : I DON'T GIVE A DAMN yooo) but to me its all about my personal satisfaction XD Anyway whoever disagree with me...SCREW you :D

e) Parfumes - I love parfumes especially their design (Weird but true sometimes I bought perfumes because of their bottle design LOLS)...I always dreamed to have more parfume in many years to come...By my favourite always be Gucci "Envy Me" This year I target to get at least few bottles...Yea, me so gonna love my Euro Trip next year XD

f) Baby-G watch - Hahaha...To have this watch is always been my dream (since I was 15 years old)...Ironically how much I heart it but until now I never buy it...I got different collection of watches but unfortunately Baby-G watch not in the list :( This time around don't worry Baby-G you are so IN Schatzibee's List :P

g) To get my baby hyppo a partner...Yep yep yep...He's been lone ranger for many years now...Must ask him which 'gal' he wants :P Anyway, 'ai hen jian dan' (Love is simple) Will try to search a perfect partner that complete to my dearie baby hyppo :P

Ooo fudge...Ooo crap...

2010-11-24T15:21:00.006+08:00

Today my mood is continuing like the red crappy face as the above pic...Sad, angry (more to angry with myself), murky & gloomy...You named it & I have all the -ve feeling within me now...In fact my moodiness fill every inch of my heart since yesterday...In real life, people judge you from your actions without knowing the reason behind it...Somehow I believed that if you feel like you guilty over someone (especially your friend) & that guilty feeling make you try very hard to reach him/her...& yet you questioned him/her action...For me its easy, like Malay words "Sendiri mau ingat..." For me its easy, if you want people to respect & care with your feeling, you may as well will do the same...

Well one thing that I aware that my camaraderie is surrounded with selfish & fake people...No matter how I try to avoid or keep my distance and YET I always trapped & caught in between...I'm not angel myself but I know what type of person I am...Sometimes for me remain quiet is the only way for me to keep myself away from disheartening situation...Remain quiet was far more better than being bitchy about others in order to make yourself great or to get sympathy or attention from the rest...Well remain quiet somehow will lead misconstrue from others who thought either you're snobbish, egocentric, selfish...Somehow I prefer that way...So if you are my type you have to welcome to the world where you always get the accusation of being a "biatch" to others...

Throughout the years a lot of frustration, murkiness overthrown me...Its not something that I proud of but somehow it make me more matured, more stronger & foresee what future holds for me...Sometimes I shed my tears , sometimes take me days to get back on my feet again...Sometimes just tell myself "Just exhale & inhale, everything gonna be alright..." & as for today, I just cannot wait for my day to be over, I wanna go home, take shower, watching TV & sleep...May tomorrow come wipes away my morrow...Need moo-moo hugs xoxo

T2 - OK

2010-11-11T13:59:00.004+08:00

Alas...I make it up after so long...Alas...I freed myself from my work & spent time with my beloved family...Nothing much changed back home...It just that my nieces & nephews getting bigger & funnier...Surrounded by them I felt more refresh, joy & alive with their wickedness...This song by Indonesian duo named Tiwa & Tiki (T2) was 4 years old Lil Jojo's favourite...To my surprise my little niece remember the lyrics so well...FYI this is 1 of the song that even when she sleeping if we play this song she just wake up & start singing...Well now everytime I play this song (& yes, it become my fave too) I will remember her gesture, her face mimic when sing this song with her heart out to the max :D

Put it in a Love Song

2010-11-10T11:47:00.002+08:00

My latest fave song by Alicia Keys & Beyonce...Superb duet as I might say (yea...I knew most of you there agree with me ^^) Been trying to share the official MV but unfortunately I can't find it in YouTube...Well peep lets sing your heart out <3 Love the melody & love the lyrics too ***Awesome***

1+1 halfway celebration

2010-11-01T11:58:00.014+08:00

Macho Us :D

Yea, another year has passed...The day of rejoicing & celebrating knocking the door again...There was "plans" what we gonna do...The big fat original plan was to surprise the beeday boy (B-B) & the newly engaged babe TOGETHER-GETHER ♥ Last year was a blast & we partied all night long, & well these year we only managed to celebrate halfway due to "duty calling" B-B...Too bad but we always can celebrate some other time right guys? Not many pictures taken during the dinner as everyone so engrossed consuming F&B and catch up stories from each other...Anyway we'll try to arrange for the second time & so gonna ensure everybody will be free on the dot :D To the B-B "Happy merry birthday...Wishing u all the sweet best life in many years to come♥" To MAdS "Wishing u everlasting love with your beloved handsome Paul ♥ "

Sinfully delicious F&B - Bloated

Surprise ~ Surprise ~

With my beloved babe...Gonna miss u next year ***sob***

Garfield abs more sexier uuu @(^_^)@

With VIP...xoxo :D

Happy birthday uuu @(^_^)@

Control macho beb...me likeyyy :D

The second part??? To be continued...

Hair Tutorial

2010-10-29T11:39:00.001+08:00

Did some research & ideas for my hairdo tonight...Yep yep yep Imma gonna attend Company Annual Dinner @ Royale Bintang The Curve...Theme of the night : 1Malaysia...Found the theme kinda dull but well majority voted for it so have to follow the voice :D

October Babes, Happy Birthday :)

2010-10-22T10:51:00.005+08:00

Count your age by SMILES not tears;
Count your age by FRIENDS not years;
May each & every passing year bring WISDOM, PEACE & CHEERS.

Schatzibee wanna take this opportunity to wish beloved babes for their birthday (Elee, Viqie & Wendy) : God gave a gift to the world when you were born, a person who loves & cares, who sees person's need & fill it, who encourages & lift people up, who spends energy on others rather than herself, who touches each life she enters & makes a difference in the world...May the love u shown to others return to you multiplied babes <3

ƸӜƷღSchatzibeeღƸӜƷ

10.10.10

2010-10-10T20:20:00.020+08:00

10.10.10 - What was so special about this particular day? Well lots of couple wedded on this date...Many Chinese couples decided to tie the knot on Sunday, Oct 10 as the date appears like 10-10-10, which they believe that the lucky number 10 will give them a long happy married life...The number 10 implies ‘perfection’ which led to many couples decided to start their matrimonial bliss with the blessing of the magic number 10-10-10...Make it more interesting, Malaysian so called astronaut also choose this date to marry his beloved...Congrats to those who wed today...For me, today nothing grand happened...It just another ordinary day for me...Thinking to go out with Det but ***sigh***For 1010th times (sound over-exaggerated eh) I sang Rascal Flatt's song...Well I'm not a good singer as long as I sounded good to myself I don't give a damn for anything else...Its kinda a surprise coz I received a sms from a friend of mine far far away and wished me happy 10-10-10...Well the only one who wished me and even told me he will deliver a fancy bracelet as friendship token...And being me I just told him his thought of me was way way more important that any gift and just don't want to burden him to send it all the way from Europe...I'm blessed I surrounded by such a great peeps around me...

10.10.10 - I met with my pet bro and his best buds Ian...Today their last day in Kay El...I just not in the mood (kinda emo a bit *period*) but try to bring myself up...Really weally glad met them though...The boys somehow really tried their best to cheer me up...Telling me some of Aussie jokes (some of it quite lame lol) ...Some of it really cool jokes until I choked my favorite Rum & Raisin ice-cream...Even worst I shed my tears as well coz giggled so much...Well part of the tears was sad tears I guessed and still I can feel the emptiness in me...Anyway at least I can covered my murky mood and disguise it with my jolly molly good mood...And again I really grateful having them around me...Moshy2 guys...

10.10.10 - I had great conversation with pet bro whilst Ian wandering around to find souvenir to give to his family and friends...First cute conversation with him;

PB : Baby sis tell me good news...who's your Mr Right for 10.10.10?
SB : Hahaha LMAO-where got lei? If I found one I'll let you know first :P
PB : Yea right...Someone still hiding under the bush...Common spill the bean sis...
SB : Spill the bean? Long bean or Coffee bean eh? Really no one la bro...Nobody wants me....huhuhu...Eermm I wanna someone like Sean Connery...kekeke
PB : Hahaha...Nobody wants you or you been choosy or your heart is taken already...right?Can sensed you found your Mr Sean Connery lols...
SB : Bro...where got lei? Kekeke...next topic please :P

What so great today was it symbolizes 10 years of friendship between me and him...What so great he still the same pet bro I knew...Nothing changed (well just a bit of gray hair here and there)...We've been through A LOT ...Throughout the years life for us as like a wheel...There were ups and downs, but we always been there to support each other...I was so touched coz he always reminded me as no matter how age catching up with us I always be his baby sis ***sob*** What touched me the most was when he told me he hope he will still be 'around' to see me wearing Cinderella gown for my big day ***sob***I was speechless :( Pet bro nay not to worry much ayte...You will live for 100th years more...You always live in my macho thoughts :) Pet bro, with God's will you definitely become godfather to my children but please please don't ever ever spoil them ok :P

10.10.10 He shared his wisdom with me...Brain storming session as I might say ^^ I really fascinated when he talked to me about life, love and everything in between...My life has never been great but I must grateful with what I have now...Every second I breathed and I might be choked or suffocated but I must remember and note to self ---> JUST BREATHE, inhale and exhale... All I want : ► Laughter ▌▌ Memories █▌ Pain ◄◄ Happiness ...And he told me "If something’s bound to happen, it will happen...Right time, right person, and for the best reason..." And he always reminded me to be happy as happiness pulses with every beat of my heart and the soundtrack of my life...Everytime after shared with him things that troubled me I become more calmer and at peace...Somehow until now the only thing I cannot share with him was my private life...Sorry bro, maybe one fine day I become more open about it...To keep my personal life privacy and let it private somehow still defines me as who I am...No doubt pet bro always been my guru in relationship...Sometimes I'll ask his opinion on behalf of my friends etc...He never fail to advise me though...He always warned me not to care so much about trivial things that can cause tension in relationship...Even today lots of things try to poke and poison my head and how hard I tried to ignore it but bro without you I won't be able to be myself today :) Thank you for diverting my weary thoughts lols...His remarks "stop thinking, stop worrying just enjoy your ice cream :)" somehow lingered in my mind now...can u see me smile bro? I bet you do :)

10.10.10 I had conversation with gf of mine...Like usual girls talk will cover everything; food and beverages, lifestyle, clothes, gossiping, relationship etc...Relationship always been interesting topic to share...Anyway, its quite a number of my gfs and bfs who involved so called a very complicated relationship and she was one of them...My advise to everyone : Just trust your heart, dare enough to take the risk and at the end of the day if you and him/her are meant to be together no matter whether it will take 1 year or 10 years, you and him/her will be united...Don't let others to define your happiness...

10.10.10 I was happy and murky at the same time...Somehow we just can wish we can spent the moment with someone dear to us but we only can wish hard but maybe my angel can't fulfill my wish today :( No FB-ing coz FB-ing sux especially today which made me more murkier when I browse FB...Maybe just play my fave game a bit...All I need just good rest, good sleep, and wish been granted and a HUG...yea need it so freaking bad <3 Need me become myself again...Need someone to wake me up from this lousy feeling of mine...ooo fudgeee...Just need lots of good luck...Need four-leaf clover so bad...According to legend, each leaf represents something: the first is for hope, the second is for faith, the third is for love, and the fourth is for luck...And YES, I need all four :)

P/S Gonna start to list down what I wanna do in year 2011...

Souled Out (SO) I Heart U so ♥

2010-10-04T16:57:00.008+08:00

Folks, its SUNday merged it its on majestic way...Looking forward for my Sunday outings *yay-yay* & worst I kept look at my watch LOLS (feel the timing moving so freaking slow)...Few more hours to wait till 8.30pm {uuu...come come fast fast @(^_^)@}Waiting for my beloved chauffeur to fetch me & to watch "Legend of the Guardian : The Owls of Ga'hoole" @(^_^)@ Well to kill time I watching TV & play Car Town :D ...Oh my, waiting is so torturing :D

Anyway my P.O.V over Legend of Guardian was *two thumbs up* FYI I kinda fell in love with Soren naivety & kindness...No doubt he's one of handsome owl I ever seen LMAO...We laughed, we giggled as the movie screened and vomited out its charming ingredient :D Since we esp me not yet full with our MacD dinner earlier on so we headed to Souled Out Hartamas...Its been a while I didn't chilled in Hartamas...First idea was to indulge ourselves with my fave fried oyster but to my surprise it closed down & been replaced by some project...Since Hartamas Square been shut down we detour to Souled Out...Ordered two lip smacking Classic Mojito & French Fires...Lips sipping, teeth munching and while eyes busying watched football match between Arsenal & Chelsea (Yay, Chelsea won by 2-0) & there u go...my CLUMSINESS overpowered me where I left my purse & handphone in Souled Out & only realized when I reached home and when we returned there Souled already closed ****sigh & tripple darn***Feel guilty, frustrated & angry to myself coz I realized that I spoiled the entire night & wipe instantly all the jolly molly good mood we had earlier on (zillion sorry Det, my bad my bad) Well, well, well folks to our surprise Souled Out crew found my purse & handphone....1000% relieved & Souled Out (SO) I Heart U so ♥ U made my day although deep down I feel so bad to my macho company...Feel sorry for let u down coz of my clumsiness :( Will try to remember what you told me; To checked my handbags & make sure everything in & to zip it properly...uuu, Schatzibee will try to REMEMBER that ♥

Just A Dream (Nelly)

2010-10-02T14:30:00.000+08:00

Me HEART this song so much especially the video clip...Its incredibly unique and I loved the idea of the floating ring and car and how everything was on fire almost at the end of it (well it reminded me with the chronicle of Lord of the Ring a lot) Anyway, the most vital part was the underlying meaning that lays hidden in between the images...What can I say coz most people always take granted for everything and at the end when they sensed it gone somehow its too late to regret...I wish I won't belong to this group...No matter how even now I appreciate things even little bit of everything that revolves around me, which bring all the jolly berry merry goody mood in me, shine my life with full of love, peace and joy in me :P There will be thunder and lightning will occurred in my life and I knew no matter what I must be strong enough to face the brutal fact of life :) The best of all, my camaraderie always strong as strong support that I have on my back :D To everyone who dear to me (you know who you are) I HEART thee...Well folks, enjoy this video and have a nice day everyone :D

My LV-> yea its MINE ppl :)

2010-09-29T12:39:00.014+08:00

Hola Lola LV ♥

Today kinda so happy merry berry me...got this HUGE grin on my face...Plus I forgot for a sec the endless throbing pain that I faced these few days since my tummy got problem (too gassy & cause my duodenum lots of problem) But guess what my bestie Mariessa & her bf sent me via email...Its my LV purse pics...Thx guys coz bring the sunshine and the rainbow to me ♥ Make it more gorgeous I personalized it with my macho initial (R.M.J-Regina Matthew Juan)...So folks make it simple : its MINE yo :D Well now what I've to wait is for my bestie to return after her romantic holidays...Miss u babe xoxo :P So, me proudly present my hawt2 purse and Schatzibee says toodles :)

Special delivery from LV to Paul's loft :)

Gorgeously wrapped ♥

Gorgeously initialized R.M.J ♥

Sassy ♥

Yep, the compartment is mind-blowing TOTALLY ♥

People may wonder why I spent so much in purse...Some may questioned it...Well I don't give a damn to those who censured or reprimanded me...Different people different type of likings right???Some people spend thousands since they ♥ to buy new phones or IT gadgets, cameras, lap top, go travel etc so same goes to mine...Nayyy, its not merely about the brand but more to personal satisfaction guaranteed...For me, searching for the right purse as hard as to find the right boyfriend LOLS (as struggling as to find diamond needle in a haystack)...Ooopppssiiie seyyy...Honestly everyone dream to have the BEST partner that who completes you in everything, who can bring the BEST out of you...Meaning I dare to say only crazy or insane people will only choose whoever they can find and at the end of the day you only realized and regretted that you had the WORST partner ever...Well logically folks I knew most of you agree with me here LMAO :) Anyway bottom line here I'm so happy jolly good mood today...Well well well, I still have to patiently waiting for my BFF to come back to Kay-EL :P

27 Facts About Guys :)

2010-09-22T18:18:00.001+08:00

Folks, I stumbled upon this interesting 'facts' about guys...I share it for fun & mind-relaxing so don't fight with your partner about this so-called 'fact'...I guessed to some extent part of it was partially true(Read my lips : 50-50 true ok) Anyway it depends with how everybody interpret it...As for me, to be in successful relationship both parties must share common interest or hobbies and must have great chemistry and mutual understanding...Put it in simple way : They completed each other in most ways, fill up all the dots that merged in between life line...As for me "You don't have to be a Superman, to be Ultraman, or to be Spiderman, you just have to be MYMAN"

Lullaby

2010-09-10T18:04:00.001+08:00

Super Uncool Weekend

2010-09-04T23:01:00.008+08:00

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile...

People usually consider walking on water or in thin air a miracle...But I think the real miracle is not to walk either on water or in thin air, but to walk on earth... Every day we are engaged in a miracle which we don’t even recognize: a blue sky, white clouds, green leaves, the black, curious eyes of a child — our own two eyes...All is a miracle...Most of times we never appreciate what we have, most of times we blinded but never really know what we are searching for is something that what we already have by our side...We tend to neglect and most of us regret it but its already gone...So how fair life can be is up to how we control it...Somehow things may slip from your finger, somehow things is beyond your control but never ever lose hope...Things gonna be alright and just prepare what future holds...
Life is like coffee (Yea I kinda addictive to it LOL) Coffee is bittersweet and yet most peeps addicted to it...And here I am sipping my coffee while writing my blog...What I try to pinpoint is that how bittersweet life can be we cannot escape from it, we will stumble, we will fall and we try to move on...What I hate the most : Hate people who pretend, hate people who disloyal, hate backstabber (the most)...There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt...Doubt separates people...It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations...It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills...So DOUBT I hate you...To the pretender and backstabber, they are types of people who gain happiness over someone's sufferings...So pretender and backstabber I hate you twice...No matter how I do believe in KARMA, I do believe in DESTINY and I do acknowledge that somehow along the way we design our own merriment and blissful in life...

This weekend - just another sux weekend for me, feeling so midget, so unwanted, so alone, so alienated...Feeling like "a teddybear without a bear and only a teddy" if you folks know what I'm talking about...So been for days 'camping' in my room watching tv, sleep, eat, take shower and kinda tired with Facebook too...Well peep I know how unhealthy and unproductive it sound but unfortunately its the only things I can do while try to escape myself from this ugly feeling of mine :( Hoping can spent my weekend (even few minutes, few hours will do) with Det a.k.a my Mr Comfy but he has his own life and it will be unfair or selfish to me if I bugging him this weekend too :( Hope he enjoyed his weekend...Well peeps thats all for now...Good night and sweet dreams...

Well folks please remember that "Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself" (And it reminds me to get myself my fave parfume "Gucci-Envy Me with dazzling blend of sensual peony, jasmine, and pink pepper is melded with notes of sweet litchi and effervescent pomegranate and pineapple, and smoothed with soothing musk, white tea, and warm woods, is TEMPTED me so much ...Plan to get the 100ml this time around...Love the fresh scent and love the bottle design LOL***so adorable***hope my wish gonna come true soon...maybe I can get myself Christmas gift this year)

Wing of Angel :)

2010-08-30T12:29:00.004+08:00

Found this awe-inspiring video at my lappy :) Didn't even remember when I have it until few minutes ago when I did "spring-cleaning" of my beloved :) Its overwhelming, breath-taking and gorgeous as it is :)

P/S Well folks, please watch until the end...Only then you will be able to see why I called it as "Wing of Angel" :P

The Social Bangsar (TSB)

2010-08-28T17:34:00.007+08:00

Yayay TSB we come again ♥Happy we (happy me the most I guess...teeheeyoo)...Errmm what I like the most about TSB : their breath-taking F&B***saliva drooling***, the performance (awesome blues & jazz night & the saxophone player played well that night) and top of the list my macho company ♥ Gracias uuu, for the memorable night on top of many awesome 1001 nights @(^_^)@ + =^_^= Someone seem well-versed in reading my macho mind now, aren't you? ***in floating mode***

Sensibly Irony

2010-08-11T19:19:00.007+08:00

"I may not be perfect but I'm always me"

I learn so much today...Not about working, but about people and coping with life... There are gazillion ways to overcome the turbulence that haunts you if you are good at it (Only if you are good at it) Everyday we mingle with 1001 type of human being...Do you enjoy being around them? Or are you just stuck in there with them? Sometimes the environment you are in effect the way you behave..Sometimes you change into someone that you don't want to be just to blend with it...Like being weak, or being judge by the people who doesn't even know you...Suddenly you just don't even know yourself...At first you thought you were a strong person, and all of a sudden, you became weak, with their foul languages that would just bring you down...The only way is to have a strong mind,and a strong forgiving soul...

People will always assume no matter what, because they have their own ideas about you, not knowing how small they are too...For instance, this past few weeks something somehow make me feel how midget I was compare to others...Feeling drifted, not wanted fall over the place...Are we all here living in this world to judge, just to survive, and to strive to be the best by bringing others down? It is so easy to be nice in order to let peeps around you feel comfortable...There are people who you can communicate with by just looking at them because of the good vibe...But there are another group of people that you just clueless when mingled with them...They are the ones who expect you to be the person they want you to be at that time...They make you feel confuse at the most simplest thing you can imagine... Ironically, they make you feel stupid, but smart at the same time...And worst there will be a moment where you feel like they are ruling your life and your mind...It is not the age factor, but the knowledge in understanding a soul...

Something happened to my friend today and she was mentally and physically hurt, traumatized and exhausted :(( Something that in logical ways not EVEN her fault but everybody put the blame on her...Why can't just leave her in peace? If your relationship didn't work out, why don't you ask yourself what is wrong with it? Something gotta be wrong somewhere...Ask yourself why your boyfriend changed before? Why he clash with you at the first place? Have you sensitive enough with his feeling? Don't simply blame on people...If your relationship on the rock perhaps you ask your partner how does YOU make him feel? Your obsessiveness scared him the most...Do your ever realize by becoming Queen Control you losing him slowly...Do you know how many million times he compromise with you until he cannot bear anymore...He kept giving you a chance to change but you just so damn ego to admit your mistake...Deep down I knew you knew what is the root to the problem...So please, solve it wisely...You still have him now so do something before everything falling apart...

Like other ordinary girl, she fell in love years ago but deep down she knew they were never meant to be together...Not in this life...She made the hardest decision to sacrifice her feeling to ensure other people happiness...Why can't everybody see that? Why can't YOU see that? Is she selfish enough YOU won't be back with him...So why can't YOU see that? She believed somehow one day God will permit her to find her own merriment in life and she will live to the fullest...But why until now most people still blaming her when thing goes awry? Why if the wedding plan fail people pinpoint the failure simply because of her...By hurting her, by slapping her will it change everything? Why don't just kill her instead? She already made up her mind, no matter what future holds, she will never look back, and FYI she will never get back to him for sure after all things that occurred...Again, why throughout the years you still so scared and insecured? Why don't you trust him instead unless you did realized he has no feeling for you anymore...Worst, why until now you still blaming other people? She has moved on, whatever happened in the past, she has left it behind...Why can't everybody see that too? Just leave her alone...leave her in peace...She more happier with everything that she has now...Maybe seems little but it bring joyfulness and give her strength to live...No matter how screw up life can be, it will make her a better and a wiser person...

Bintang

2010-08-06T17:57:00.013+08:00

Folks, just wanna share a fact here : Do you know that August 2010 has 5 Sundays, 5 Mondays, 5 Tuesdays, all in 1 month...It happens once in 823 years (Lucky us since we manage to experience this special August, but who are lucky enough to experience it in 823 years later?)Well, lets move to other agenda...About this song-->I'd randomly googled & come across this song called 'Bintang' or 'Star' by Anima...Although it sounded simple but its really pleasant to hear (Seriously it really amused my head)No offense although I'm Malaysian but to some point I found Indonesian songs more interesting to listen to ^^

Well weekend its few hours away but I don't really looking forward to it...Darn, something feel so not right somewhere...To some point I feel so tiny, or smaller than an ant and it scare the hell out of me :( Even the trivial things tried to poison my feelings but nayyy it still not affected me...Better luck next time trivial tiny winy***boooyyaa***But believe me when I say "if your heart & mind got issues, keep the finger crossed...You need that trust & faith to keep going" Most important is I just want to be happy, to enjoy every moment & to cherish the privacy...I love privacy in my life...There are things that I willing to share vice versa...Mean certain things I love to keep to myself coz privacy defined me still being me...Vital part to happiness is willingness to compromise & respect each other feeling etc...And thank God I haven't lost any of it, not even an inch @(^_^)@

Hhhmmm my weekend plan; do laundry, eat, sleep, watching TV or movies (Yesss I have lots of movies in my hard disk)will help me to get over the weekend...Swimming (love too but kinda shy to go to the swimming pool by myself), finish my cross stitch (hahaha...I kinda abandoned 'my sunflower' for a year...all I need is to move my ass off to the shop & get the thread which until now I'm just too lazy to do it), chilling...ooo yea...I ♥♥♥ too...kinda miss The Social Bangsar, miss the live band...miss... :(

Anyway, happy weekend folks!

Feng Shui

2010-08-02T11:36:00.010+08:00

This gentle mystic knot feng shui amulet is a great feng shui love cure. The multicolored mystic knot and the rose quarts are wonderful together!This mystic knot feng shui amulet is a wonderful feng shui cure to strengthen the flow of love and romance in a marriage. The multicolor strings of the mystic knot and the rose quarts are wonderful together! This feng shui amulet actually has two mystic knots - the multicolor silk one and the one carved in rose quartz - thus strengthening the flow of never-ending love between two hearts.

This feng shui mystic knot amulet has cheerful, happy energy emphasized by the multicolor threads, jade knot and the universal loving energy of the rose quartz.This feng shui mystic knot amulet has cheerful, happy energy emphasized by the multicolor threads, jade knot and the universal loving energy of the rose quartz.Both Wu-Lou, the Gourd, and the Apple are ancient feng shui symbols of health and longevity. Made from rose quartz, the universal crystal of love, they send nourishing and loving vibrations.You can use this feng shui amulet for a variety of purposes focused on strengthening your health, family and love relationships.

This feng shui mystic knot strengthens the auspicious energy of the three Chinese golden coins - a powerful feng shui symbol of wealth. The three Chinese coins represent the trinity of luck - from heaven, earth and mankind - and the mystic knot energy expresses the continuous flow of abundance and luck.The coins in this feng shui amulet have the Dragon and Phoenix image, the heavenly couple that is together for eternity, thus the amulet has additional blessings of long and happy marriage.You can place this amulet in your feng shui wealth corner, in your cash books of carry it in your purse. This feng shui amulet can also be used in the flying star school of feng shui to prevent the effects of malevolent feng shui annual stars.

Glee - Beth

2010-07-29T16:08:00.002+08:00

P/S I'm not Glee freak fan but this episode is one of the most touching episode I ever watched...If I were Quinn, I'll be speechless as I might say & oooh well lucky Quinn to have someone who love & care for her...Anyway hope you all like this video as much as I do...

Cheryl Cole - Fight For This Love

2010-07-26T15:27:00.001+08:00

Buzz buzz buzz...Monday blues overpowered me again T_T So much things to do so much dateline but I can't whining much, am I?Anyway, I so much addicted to Cheryl Cole song (yea...too addicted & I keep playing it for eerrmmm let say... more than 50 times since 7 am, maybe)

Wish U were here

2010-07-11T20:20:00.012+08:00

Hello daddy, it’s me…four years has passed and yet the pain, the agony getting stronger everyday…World Cup is on now so it hurts me harder than imagine…Spain and Netherlands versus each other in the final and may the best team win...My prediction almost right though coz I envisaged its gonna be between Brazil and Spain but u know daddy, this year around we have the famous Paul the Octopus and so far his prediction 100% right ***lmao***Well, World Cup reminds me more of you…The doldrum state keep suffocating and choking me inside***Sob***Guess what daddy? For days I’ve been trying to finish this epistle of mine but I couldn’t do it, I couldn’t concentrate, managed to write down one or two sentences before I shaking and shed my tears…Yea, I knew u always said I’m a crying queen and that’s why u named me Regina, its mean queen right? Queen of little bit of everything but u know what daddy, this queen of yours about to lost everything that she cared about the most ***sob***I hope I can undone it daddy, I hope everything back to normal, I hope there still be a rainbow and sunshine appear after the heavy rain, I hope he understand me enough and forgive me but daddy I can’t read what is lingering in his mind now :( I’m such a bad, mean, selfish girl and just annoyed someone’s feeling…I’m sucks daddy and deeply regret it :( Slowly daddy, I losing my grip, and feel like happiness getting dimmer every second now :( U always taught me that good apology has 3 parts : I’m sorry, it was my fault and how do I make it right? Yea, daddy I told him so ***sigh***He might hate me coz’ he thought I might crossed the line but u know daddy I didn’t intend to and yet before I knew it I messed up everything :( U knew me daddy, when sorrow overthrown my rational mind I tend to irritated people *sob* All this while, I always smile when I woke up, I’ll humming and singing while taking my shower but these few days everything seemed so incomplete…Wish I dare enough to sms him, apologize to him or maybe he not satisfied with my explanation and I want him to knock my head etc but I afraid I make it worst daddy…I afraid I’ll stumble into words and I may wrongly say things again ***sob*** There’s nothing I can do besides hoping he will forgive me ***keep my finger crossed***I hope things not bad as I imagined it...U knew me daddy, when I was so nervous I will imagine things so bad will happened...I hope he knew that “I am really truly sorry and I don’t know how to make it up to u :( ” Daddy, I won’t bear to lose my happiness now, not now, not now…Apart from that daddy, there was other thing that worried me so much :(...I'm in deep shit daddy ***sob***Wish u are here with me that together we can settle it...I'm exhausted, I'm tired etc...But I always stood by your principle no matter what family is always be a family...At moment like this, when something bothering me, I heard u whisper daddy “Listen to your heart sweetheart, you’ll make it come what may, everything will be alright”

Four years has passed daddy, only memories that hold me tightly to u...I remembered when I was 3 since mum busied with younger bro Spencer, I followed u to school where all the students become my nannies…And my favourite subjects was music, my favourite instrument was ‘melodian’ and I loved it when u narrated the old folks story…I will keep say “daddy, daddy tell us more” and we will beg and beg u to tell other fairy tale story…I remembered when it comes to music class I will dance my “robot dance” and all the pupils also dance along with me and u and other teachers will laughing like crazy…I remembered after class I so engrossed to sell our “assam boi” ice-cream to the pupils...Only cost 10 cents and sometimes (or most of the time) I just give to them for free and u will ask me to keep the money in my piggy bank…I remembered I always follow them fishing although u always make fun coz the fishing rod was taller than me and most of your pupil will take turn 2 piggy ride me…I was always super-excited when I manage to caught fish and keep bragging about it and u just smiled…I remembered when I really enrolled to standard one there was one fine day when u console me coz I cried and tell u how I felt like cheated my classmate and unfair because I knew the text book syllabus since I keep jumping class when I was 3 to 6 years old, u told me I wasn’t a cheater, it just an advantage of having a good memory and utilize it…U know what daddy, the day u leave us, most of your pupil from your old school came to pay respect to u…I was so touched when they patted my back and keep telling me to be strong and keep praising u how great u are :( Daddy, I always be, always be grateful as your daughter…I wish I have another more day, another more year with u…if only…if only…if only…

This piece for u daddy…Hope u like it;

Quiet and strict as you are, I always knew
You were watching me, loving me, all the years through

Hard as it was at times, I am sure;
You were there for me, even when you felt like showing me the door

Through all of the years and the laughter and tears
I was happy to know there was a place I had no fears

That place was home with you and Mom,
where everything was safe and I could be calm

For years I was trouble, and for that I regret
A trillion million sorry haven't covered it yet

I am all grown now, and have finally found my way
All that you've given me, I could never repay

Hopefully seeing that I'm safe and sound
And knowing the astonishing life I found

I never could repay you coz you’re worth your weight in gold
If ever I would need you dad your hand is there to hold

P/S I think I better take off this Wednesday...I always have this crazee idea daddy...I wanna watch 3 or 4 movies in a row...Wednesday is the perfect day coz the tix is cheap...hhhmmmnnn

Human Resources Memo!

2010-07-02T15:14:00.001+08:00

P/S Wish I can write & distribute this memo to all employees :)

TO: All Employees
FROM: Human Resources

It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversation with their coworkers. Due to complaints received from some employees who may be easily offended, this type of language will be no longer tolerated. We do however, realize the critical importance of being able to accurately express your feelings when communicating with coworkers.

Therefore, a list of "TRY SAYING" new phrases has been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in an effective manner without risk of offending our more sensitive employees.

TRY SAYING: Perhaps I can work late.
INSTEAD OF: And when the fuck do you expect me to do this?

TRY SAYING: I'm certain that isn't feasible.
INSTEAD OF: No fucking way.

TRY SAYING: I wasn't involved in the project.
INSTEAD OF: It's not my fucking problem.

TRY SAYING: That's interesting.
INSTEAD OF: What the fuck?

TRY SAYING: I'll try to schedule that.
INSTEAD OF: Why the hell didn't you tell me sooner?

TRY SAYING: He's not familiar with the issues.
INSTEAD OF: He's got his head up his ass.

TRY SAYING: I'm a bit overloaded at the moment.
INSTEAD OF: Fuck it, I'm on salary.

TRY SAYING: I don't think you understand.
INSTEAD OF: Shove it up your ass.

TRY SAYING: I love a challenge.
INSTEAD OF: This job sucks.

TRY SAYING: You want me to take care of that?
INSTEAD OF: Who the hell died and made you boss?

TRY SAYING: I see.
INSTEAD OF: Blow me.

TRY SAYING: Yes, we really should discuss it.
INSTEAD OF: Another fucking meeting!

TRY SAYING: He's somewhat insensitive.
INSTEAD OF: He's a prick.

TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter.
INSTEAD OF: She's a ball-busting bitch.

TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training.
INSTEAD OF: You don't know what the fuck you're doing.

TRY SAYING: So you weren't happy with it?
INSTEAD OF: Kiss my ass.

World Cup & everything in between

2010-06-29T12:42:00.004+08:00

To all Portugal fans, sorry your team forced to return to the homeland earlier than most people predicted ^^ Anyway Spain team well organized and played perfect game this morning...Kudos to them :)) ¡Felicitaciones por la victoria del World Cup :)) As for Portugal, well have to wait another four more years then...Better luck next time yo...I predicted that Spain and Brazil will go to final ...If it happens its so gonna be a wicked game...Demmit, I like Kaka, Fabiano, Torres and David Villa but must be awesome see all of them play for the final match LOL ^^

Well during this World Cup month helps me lots physically and mentally...1001 things happened...Lots of "interesting" and so called complicated incident happened around me...As for me, there isn't complicated things in this world, only complicated-minded people make simple things complicated ^^ Bad bad incident - People fought, people back-stabbing, people having affair, people divorce...Best best moment - ♥ World Cup ♥ and of course my birthday celebration was awesome ♥ ***Blessed*** Geezzz me myself never thought I'll have two SURPRISES this year...10Q 10Q...Lurve it lots :)) Anyway, I’ve a hard time deciphering the fine line between what is real vice versa...Well it was so very ****ing hard to make a judgment when I always see things in a simple way...How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind and hold memory close at hand and help me to understand...Somehow by expressing my opinion, my thought won't help much...Sincerely I fully agreed with Benjamin Disraeli when he says "Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth." I thought by being transparent of how I felt will clear things that clouded my mind and the most utmost essential in my life is to care, to hold for lil' bit of everything that sparkle my life...P/S Thank you YOU for understand and supporting me all the way ***xoxo & smoochy***

Believe me folks to maintain good and positive rapport in any form of relationship not an easy job but I always reckoning deeply at any cost both parties must respect and honest to each others feeling, be transparent in order to solve any doubts and of course enjoyed and cherished every lil bit of everything that shared in between^^ Today, Kimora Lee Simmon tweeted in her Twitter captured my attention, quoted "NEVER apologize for being U! If its not so great, walk on it, if its great, embrace it! But always be your own individual, PERFECTLY the way u were made!♥" Well another plus another exasperating days for me...Anyway I've been browsing and listening and watching few video clips from you tube...(It is always worked out for me to indulged myself with songs when I have 1001 buzzes in my head)

Hopefully this weekend will be wonderful and fully painted with sunshine, rainbow and misty rain @(^_^)@

P/S Can't wait for "Airbender" movie by M. Night Shymalan ^^ My gfs also asked me to start sharing any of my favourite recipe in my blog ***yummy*** will do...will do :))

Two & 1/2 Cents T.o.t.s

2010-06-28T17:13:00.002+08:00

I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with...I miss you when something is troubling me, because you're the only one who understands me so well...I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear...I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memorable times of my life...

P/S Yea...I managed to create my very own posters AT LAST...kudos to me :)) Btw the posters make me really wanna bite bite bite crunch crunch crunch :P

The Last Airbender

2010-06-26T15:31:00.002+08:00

Newcomer Noah Ringer plays Aang, who may be the Avatar who can unite the tribes against the Fire Nation in “The Last Airbender.’’ (Zade Rosenthal/Paramount Pictures)

I quite hooked up with Nickoledeon cartoon series entitled Avatar : Aang...Darn, more or less I kinda addicted to it beside Ben 10 and Spongebob Squarepant :)) Well, right now I just can't wait to watch The Last Airbender movie although a lot of criticism arises merely Avatar's lovers who afraid that M. Night Shymalan will spoilt the originality of the anime...Have faith on him peeps :)) Anyway when I saw the trailer its exhilarate me to watch it :P...I can't wait, I can't wait XD

ƸӜƷღ Schatzi Bee's Bee-day ღƸӜƷ

2010-06-23T11:17:00.066+08:00

My candle burns at both ends;
It will not last the night.
But, ah, my foes, and, oh, my friends—
It gives a lovely light!
(Edna St. Vincent Millay)

Buzz buzz buzz...the day has come...First & foremost TQ God I'm still alive & healthy & crazy as always ***macho me*** TQ God for showered & blessed me with zillions ♥ & friends that always been there for me, TQ God for giving me such a wonderful weeks in celebrating my bee-day...TQ God for giving me a chance, giving me a wonderful space, giving me wonderful life & especially 'lil bit of everything' that I have now ♥ ♥ ♥ That's the most vital reviving refreshing part for me ♥ ♥ ♥ The truth is, though, I am not too old for anything...YOU are not too old for anything...We should not be held back by those numbers, screw those numbers! OK...I'm not too old to do have fun fun fun in Schatzi Bee's style :D Oh yesss, its kinda long list to do list ♥ ♥ ♥

Well well well what I like the most during my bee-day : My lurvely bee-day cakes, my super mini cake @ TGIF, Waaait, on top of it the gotchas (TGIF & Bamboo)I received ***So freaking shy-nite***Plus the food & the beverages (yep I'm bloated coz' of it, most especially the macho companies and everything in between)...& yes yea YES I love all the awesome gift...Muchas gracias ^.^
Matters that move me : To be hopeful in bad times is not just foolishly romantic...It is based on the fact that human history is a history not only of cruelty but also of compassion, sacrifice, courage, kindness etc...What we choose to emphasize in this complex history will determine our lives...If we see only the worst, it destroys our capacity to do something...My history, my bitter-sweet life will always bonded me to who I am today, who I'm gonna be tomorrow ♥ ♥ ♥ There will be myriad of reasons for me to live & to enjoy life ♥

Anyway, here is my self indulgent birthday post for you - all I ask for is a quick a simple greet on this, my special day. Yayay! I feel so lucky to have all of you! (Yea I got it...I have a big huge grin on my face ♥ )I'm a June baby :))A compilation of my outing with f.w.e.n.t.s 4 my bee-day♫♫ Some of it was my pre bee-day ^^ What was best & awesome was I celebrated it with hawt chicos & chicas ^^ Gracias guys & u guys rocking my special night ♥ Plus Zillion 10Q "uuu" for all the effort while he trying to gather everyone to celebrate with me last night xoxo @(^_^)@ I'm so touch ***sob**sob***So now we "even" right? Hehehe...No offense to those who didn't celebrate with me physically coz' you guys always in my big, macho comel heart xoxo ♥ Its the thought that always matters the most peeps...Hahaha not to worries, my macho mind has unlimited space to fit everyone in LOL :)

My future : Peeps, like any other normal human being, I have no idea what my future holds me...It scares me sometimes when it come crossed to my mind ^^ BUT I love to see it in more simplest way...There will be mixture of misty rain, rainbow, sunshine, thunder & lightning occupied every single inch of my life...There will be darkness as there will be lights...Am I prepared? Well, I always thought I so 'macho' everytime but sometimes I will 'crash boom bang' when my heart cannot sustained the agony that keep suffocated me inside...There will be times I will walk, will run, will stumble & will fall...There will be times I wish that God give me wings to fly...Thus I aware things happen for a reason...Let me paraphrase it more subtle way...What I really want in my life? What things can bring joy & can make my heartbeat beat faster etc? I always want everything synchronizing in Schatzibee's style :)No more no less...Will be there happy fairy tale ending for me? Only time will, only time will tell...At the moment I ♥ things happen one step at the time...No shush no hush...Try not to rush things so I can see & absorb the whole picturesque vividly...

P/S TQ uuu for a wonderful cool peaceful dinner @ Dining Creature TTDI after we change venue so many times :) Again, TQ uuu for my birthday surprise party too @(^_^)@ Me ♥♥♥ it***smoochy & xoxo***well guys I cannot upload all the pics here so feel free to browse on the Flickr snippet :)) I'll try to upload all the pics ***pinky promise***

Hugs

2010-06-15T16:08:00.007+08:00

A friend of mine been so overly creative & she came out with the list that she hate and love about me…Thanks babe its really eerrmmm incredibly and surprisingly touching ^^…Well as per requested by Ms Incredibly Smart who thought she knew me well, I’d answered her list as my "Birthday Fine-denda"(luckily not that long) in bracket remarks ()… Anyway, I really appreciate it babe…BFF forevermore***Hugsss & Smoochy***

♣ Prone to getting colds (Last time yes, me more macho now ^^)
♥ Thinks far with vision (Think only…Hihi XD)
♣ Easily influenced by kindness (At times babe, at times ^^)
♥ Polite and soft-spoken (Haha…are u kidding me babe?)
♣ Having lots of ideas (Lots of rubbish ideas I might say^^)
♥ Hesitating, tends to delay (Yep, I totally agree^^)
♣ Choosy and always want the best (Haha, not really lol)
♥ Temperamental (Depends with situation ^^)
♣ Loves to dress up a.k.a Ms Fashionista (A bit only babe :D)
♥ Lovable and loyal (Are u sure, 100% sure or 1 % sure ???)
♣ Stubborn and fussy at times (Aaawww, ooppssie)
♥ Hardcore believer in love will conquer all (My personal fave…me likeyyy^^)
♣ Daydreamer (Yep, helps me a lot when I stress out ^^)
♥ Music always been part of her life (Always been & always will ^^)
♣ Talkative a.k.a Chatterbox (Am I…not that I aware of ^^)
♥ Ms Friendly that most people count on (I can be mean sometimes, U know that too^^)
♣ Easily hurt and take time to recover when hurt (Same goes to most peeps right^^)

Pitbull feat Akon - Shut It Down

2010-05-29T15:27:00.000+08:00

Hola peeps, I love to listen to most of Pitbull's catchy songs & I do hope u guys enjoy it as much as I am...

Taio Cruz - Break Your Heart

2010-05-15T11:49:00.000+08:00

My Fave Stone : Moonstone

2010-05-05T10:05:00.000+08:00

Moonstone is typically a potassium aluminium silicate, with the chemical formula KAlSi3O8. The most common moonstone is of the mineral adularia. The plagioclase feldspar oligoclase also produces moonstone specimens. Its name is derived from a visual effect, or sheen, caused by light reflecting internally in the moonstone from layer inclusion of different feldspars. Moonstone's delicate beauty and its long heritage make it perhaps the most familiar gem quality member of the feldspar group. Moonstone is composed of two feldspar species, orthoclase and albite. The two species are intermingled. Then, as the newly formed mineral cools, the intergrowth of orthoclase and albite separates into stacked, alternating layers. When light falls between these thin, flat layers, it scatters in many directions producing the phenomenon called adularescence.Monnstone can be numerous colors, including grey, white, pink, green and brown, but the most valuable are deep blue. Deposits of moonstone are found in many countries and places: the European Alps; Brazil; India; Mexico; Myanmar; Madagascar; Sri Lanka; the USA, specifically Pennsylvania and Virginia; and Tanzania. However, it is Sri Lanka that produces the highest quality moonstones.Moonstone - The energy of moonstone is balancing, introspective, reflective, and lunar. It is capable of helping one with the changing structures of ones life on the physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual levels. Once called the travelers stone it is used for protection against the perils of travel. Moonstone is also a talisman of GOOD FORTUNE. It is also said to both arouse tenderness within the self and to bring happiness to the environment in which it resides. Other metaphysical attributes of Moonstone include, ability to lessen the affects of the moon cycles on the wearer, ...reduces tendency to over react to emotional conflicts, ...relieves anxiety and stress.Legend says that Moonstone is a highly prized gift for lovers as it arouses tender passion. It is said if you give your lover a moonstone necklace when the moon is full you will always have passion with each other. Moonstone is a highly valued gemstone for these reasons:

* Brings good fortune
* Assists in foretelling the future
* Enhances intuition
* Promotes inspiration
* Brings success in love as well as business matters
* Offers protection on land and at sea

The moonstone is associated with the moon and was the stone of the goddess Diana. The most powerful time to use the moonstone is in a full moon. It has been worn as an amulet to bring good emotions to the wearer, while protecting those of a sensitive nature. It can reunite lovers who have quarreled. Moonstone is also considered a good luck stone. Moonstone is a very personal stone. It is a reflection of the person who owns it. It does not add or detract, only shows how it is. This is why the moonstone is said to perceive that which "is". Moonstone is an excellent stone to use in meditation to understand oneself. Placing it in the moonlight of a moon reaching its fullness, not a full or waning moon, can revitalize it. Moonstones have always been considered lucky stones and are held in very high esteem in the East. Asians say there is a live spirit in the stone, for as it is turned this way and that, the spirit can be seen moving. Supposedly if one puts a moonstone in his mouth under the light of a full moon, it will foretell whether the owner's love life will be happy or unhappy. A moonstone placed beneath the pillow worn while sleeping was thought to induce dreams of the future and a dream about moonstone has been said to indicate that danger is lurking ahead. There are many beliefs in the power of moonstone to bring about positivity in one's life. The stone is regarded as a great gift for lovers as it supposedly arouses love and passion. It has also been said to cure epilepsy, nervousness, and fever and is believed to ward off cancer, and to protect travelers. Legend holds that if set as a talisman or boiled with lemon juice and other extracts, it can cure anxiety, strengthen resolve, and relieve high blood pressure.

Body Parts ^^

2010-05-01T15:08:00.000+08:00

Yo folks, just wanna share this joke...Have a nice day :))

Little Johnny was sitting in class one day. On this particular day, the teacher wanted to ask her class which part of the body went to heaven first.

One little girl raised her hand and said, "I think your mind goes to heaven first because you have to have a mind in order to believe in God. The teacher praises the little girl, as a little boy raised his hand.

The little boy says, "I think your heart goes to heaven first because God is all about love. "Very good" said the teacher.

The teacher looked up and saw Little Johnny's hand up. "Oh no", she thought, "I'm not gonna like this. Little Johnny, which part of the body do you think goes to heaven first?"

Little Johnny thinks for a minute and says, "Your feet." The teacher asked him why he thought your feet go to heaven first.

He replied, "Well, I was walking past my parents' bedroom last night and my mom had her feet up in the air and she said, 'Oh God, I'm coming!'"

Define Happiness

2010-04-23T14:08:00.001+08:00

ET's Birthday

2010-04-10T09:41:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday ET...Haha...Glad u enjoyed your birthday *macho 1/4 devil's laugh*...Thanks for the yummylicious food & beverages :)...Bloated with your 2 birthday cakes LOL^^The rest of the party was a "super cool hiSTORY" of the night...kekekeke...Everyone has fun, so nothing else matters *hugs*

Panda praying so hard :)...Nay, don't worry your wish has been granted :D

Panda's 2nd beeday cake...I almost vomit coz too 'full" coz of the icing :)

Panda with his beloved cake :)

Say cheese guys :)

Group photo :)

Panda with me & Cyndy :D

Ian & SchatziBee :)

Two macho guys with super macho girl :)

Lurve this shot :)

Veronica & SchatziBee :)

Flaming hot hot hot :)

New extension face lol :)

Panda been "knock-down" by his lover Ms Flaming after 2 shots :)

Fwents against all odds...I loikkee :)

Well, like I mentioned earlier, the rest of the night (morning to be precise) was hiSTORY. I didn't upload some of the photos since it was X-Rated :)...Most of the photos I uploaded in my FB so check it out guys :D...Anyway, many many happy returns & long live Panda xoxo

My fave sticker

2010-04-01T14:29:00.002+08:00

Just wanna sharing with all the babes out there :

Find a guy who calls u beautiful instead of hot, who calls u back when u hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch u sleep...wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show u off to the world when u are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on...One who is constantly reminding u of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have u...The one who turns to his friends and says, "that's her"

♥♥♥ SchatziBee ♥♥♥

Oh My Gosh (OMG) - Usher ft. Will.i.am [LYRICS]

2010-03-29T15:39:00.000+08:00

Marriage Life

2010-03-23T14:12:00.000+08:00

Everything about poker

2010-02-18T00:32:00.005+08:00

Well...well...well...today (for first time of my life) I went play poker (at LAST)...Been watching people play before and spent most of my free time playing virtually via Zynga Poker in Facebook but the feeling is nothing compare whilst playing real poker^^My adrenalin running wild and the feeling, ermmm what else I can sya...its AWESOME :)...Best part I'm RM 10 richer...Anyway to my buddies in crime - u know who - thanks & smoochy...I'd FUN @(^_^)@

P/S Reminded me when I played Casino War & 3 Pictures in casino...absolutely thrilling absolutely :)Kinda addicted to it...darnnn :)

The Lost Cat

2010-02-04T17:13:00.000+08:00

A man absolutely hated his wife’s cat and decided to get rid of him one day by driving him 20 blocks from his home and leaving him at the park.

As he was getting home, the cat was walking up the driveway.

The next day he decided to drive the cat 40 blocks away. He put the beast out and headed home.

Driving back up his driveway, there was the cat!

He kept taking the cat further and further and the cat would always beat him home. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right until he reached what he thought was a safe distance from his home and left the cat there.

Hours later the man calls home to his wife: “Jen, is the cat there?”

“Yes,” the wife answers, “why do you ask?”

Frustrated, the man answered, “Put that son of a bitch on the phone, I’m lost and need directions!”

Quotes of the day

2010-01-31T23:07:00.004+08:00

11.12 pm : Sensed something missing in me...1001 emotions wrestles within me...Soon I'll get over it ^^...Always believe everything happen for a reason...There must be definite reason why God created "me" :)...I believe in my destiny, I believe in my fate which may seems not greater compare the others and yet I contented and feel blessed with every litlle bit of everything that God showered me with :) Anyway, just wanna shared with everyone my favorite quotations of the day;

"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."

"May the love hidden deep inside your heart find the love waiting in your dreams. May the laughter that you find in your tomorrow wipe away the pain you find in your yesterdays."

"Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, to those who still love even though they've been hurt before."

"Hope is the most exciting thing in life and if you honestly believe that love is out there, it will come. And even if it doesn't come straight away there is still that chance all through your life that it will."

P/S Don't stop believing & don't ever give up in hoping....somehow miracle do happens :)

A Loving Wife

2009-12-31T15:42:00.001+08:00

A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office.

After his checkup, the doctor called the wife into his office alone. He said, "Your husband is suffering from a very severe stress disorder. If you don't do the following, your husband will surely die."

"Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast. Be pleasant at all times. For lunch make him a nutritious meal. For dinner prepare an especially nice meal for him. Don't burden him with chores. Don't discuss your problems with him, it will only make his stress worse. No nagging. If you can do this for the next 10 months to a year, I think your husband will regain his health completely."

On the way home, the husband asked his wife. "What did the doctor say?"

"He said you're going to die," she replied.